<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833</id><updated>2011-07-31T00:35:13.258-07:00</updated><title type='text'>[G]raveyar[D]</title><subtitle type='html'>all these tears seem so useless, all these dreams seem so pointless, i want to cut myself open, bleed until the last drop, take my heart out, so i could feel something again, so i could be alive again...</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>16</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-116481350593051604</id><published>2006-11-29T07:10:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-29T07:18:58.806-08:00</updated><title type='text'>brkn</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;tears start falling when dreams start fading and hope starts failing...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;its so sad to think that life could be so unfair...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;everything in life seems to be one big lie...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;everything that could happen hurts so much...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;we hold on to something we believe is possible...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;just like holding the broken pieces of glass...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;the more you hold on the more you bleed...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;by the time you decide to let go...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;your hands are completely empty and numb...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116481350593051604?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/116481350593051604/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=116481350593051604' title='43 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116481350593051604'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116481350593051604'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/11/brkn.html' title='brkn'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>43</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-116429682721393152</id><published>2006-11-23T07:39:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-23T07:47:07.230-08:00</updated><title type='text'>(^_^)</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;this post goes out to all the people who have problems with me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;i know that not everyone likes me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;this is the time to step up and confront me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;im not mad... not at all...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;i just dont want you people to hurt others just to  deliver the message to me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;i dont want others to be involve...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;if you hate me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;if you have grudges on me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;if there is something you dont like bout me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;if there is anything you hate bout me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt; just confront me... &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;id be willing to answer... ;) &lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116429682721393152?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/116429682721393152/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=116429682721393152' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116429682721393152'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116429682721393152'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/11/blog-post.html' title='(^_^)'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-116368451497306258</id><published>2006-11-16T05:14:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-16T05:42:24.286-08:00</updated><title type='text'>***WARNING***</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family: lucida grande;font-size:100%;" &gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;lam mo...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;hindi lahat ng tao natutuwa sa ginagawa mo...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;hindi lahat ng tao kaya ka pag pasenshahan...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;hindi lahat ng tao pag papasenshahan ka...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;ayusin mo na yang sarili mo...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;ayusin mo pagsasalita mo...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;ayusin mo kilos mo...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;maaari bang tumingin ka muna sa salamin bago ka mag salita...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;pakinggan mo mga sinasabi mo at tignan mo ginagawa mo...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;wala ka na sa lugar mo...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;sumusobra ka na...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;baka dumating ang araw...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;bigla ka na lang masaktan...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;wag mong sabihin na hindi kita sinabihan...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116368451497306258?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/116368451497306258/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=116368451497306258' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116368451497306258'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116368451497306258'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/11/warning.html' title='***WARNING***'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-116321707628460616</id><published>2006-11-10T19:50:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-10T19:52:06.500-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Can't Cry Hard Enough</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-weight: bold;font-family:arial;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;by David Williams/Marvin Etzioni&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;I'm going to live my life&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;Like every day's my last&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;Without a simple good-bye&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;It all goes by so fast&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;And now that you're gone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;I can't cry hard enough&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;No I can't cry hard enough&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;For you to hear me now&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;I'm going to open my eyes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;And see for the first time&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;I've let go of you like&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;A child letting go of his kite&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;There it goes up in the sky&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;There it goes beyond the clouds&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;For no reason why&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;I can't cry hard enough&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;No I can't cry hard enough &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;For you to hear me now&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;I'm going to look back in vain&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;And see you standing there&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;When all that remains&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;Is just an empty chair&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;And now that you're gone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;I can't cry hard enough&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;No I can't cry hard enough&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt;For you to hear me now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: times new roman;"&gt;CrimsonAssassin&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" &gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116321707628460616?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/116321707628460616/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=116321707628460616' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116321707628460616'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116321707628460616'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/11/cant-cry-hard-enough.html' title='Can&apos;t Cry Hard Enough'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-116321698461878920</id><published>2006-11-10T19:42:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-10T19:49:44.630-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Tears</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;some people cry because they are too scared of something...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;some people cry because they lost something/someone...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;some people cry because they have to hide the emotions they feel...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;some people cry because they love someone so much...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;leaving someone because you have to not because you want to is the hardest thing for me to do...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116321698461878920?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/116321698461878920/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=116321698461878920' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116321698461878920'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116321698461878920'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/11/tears.html' title='Tears'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-116308023145137047</id><published>2006-11-09T05:27:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-09T05:50:31.473-08:00</updated><title type='text'>MY BESTFRIEND</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family: arial;font-size:100%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;in times of sadness and loneliness the only thing i could run to is:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;the blade of my knives...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;the thickness of the sticks...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;the sharpness of the corners...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;the hardness of the walls...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;these things will never leave me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;some people are not there when you need them... &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;but this things... &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;they are always around...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;[G]raveyar[D]™&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116308023145137047?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-116291064001259036</id><published>2006-11-07T05:53:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-07T06:48:07.600-08:00</updated><title type='text'>TIME OUT or TIME'S UP???</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;have you ever had the feeling that you wanted to stop time for some reason???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;stopping time is something impossible right???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;but why is it that when we are very happy or we like the person we are with, we want to stop time???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;is it because we are afraid that things like that will never happen again???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;is it because we want to spend our whole life in that certain moment???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;why is it that when we want to stop time, we feel sad???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;is it because we know that stopping time is impossible and things that are happening in that moment will not happen again???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;is it a valid reason to give up on life when we are very down or depressed???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;do we really need to suffer just to learn???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;does words tell everything that is inside???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;why is it that the eyes of a person cannot lie???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;why do we need someone by our side???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;do we really need guides for us to go to the right path???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;do we really need to forget the past just to move on???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;why is love so hard to define???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;why is it so hard to show someone that we love them???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;why is it that when we love, we should be ready to get hurt too???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;is love made to hurt people???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;why is it that in a relationship, it hurts when our loved ones give up on us and leave us hanging???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;why is it very hard to hold on to a relationship when time already gives up on both of you???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;can love really bridge all the gaps in between???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"&gt;questions in mind.... does it even make sense???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);font-size:85%;" &gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;[G]raveyar[D]™&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116291064001259036?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/116291064001259036/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=116291064001259036' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116291064001259036'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116273202474637087?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/116273202474637087/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=116273202474637087' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116273202474637087'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/116273202474637087'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/11/dont-press-left-button-of-your-mouse.html' title=''/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-116203544428798816</id><published>2006-10-28T04:37:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-10-28T04:37:24.300-07:00</updated><title type='text'>What if.....</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;do you know i miss you???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;do you even think that i'll miss you???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;i dont even know the reason why i miss you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;all i know is im happy everytime im with you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;what is this feeling...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;i cant explain it at all...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;all i know is, that this feeling is lurking...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;even if im invisible to you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;even if you have your eyes on someone else...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;what if... i were to admit it....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;tell everyone this feeling....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;this feeling they never thought i have...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;this feeling you never knew exists...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;but...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;i guess it would be better to keep it....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;cause.... i know...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;you'll never see me the way i see you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;you'll never feel the same way i feel for you....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;what if....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;what if....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;what if....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;i fall completely....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"&gt;will this be another downfall for me....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;"&gt;*forlornkid03*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-116203544428798816?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-115738314278264109</id><published>2006-09-04T08:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-09-18T06:28:24.136-07:00</updated><title type='text'>HealthNewsFlash.com</title><content type='html'>Depression&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;&lt;a name="ptdep1"&gt;What is a Depressive Disorder?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;       &lt;p&gt;A depressive disorder is an illness that involves the body, mood, and        thoughts. It affects the way a person eats and sleeps, the way one feels        about oneself, and the way one thinks about things. A depressive disorder        is not the same as a passing blue mood. It is not a sign of personal        weakness or a condition that can be willed or wished away. People with a        depressive illness cannot merely "pull themselves together" and get        better. Without treatment, symptoms can last for weeks, months, or years.        Appropriate treatment, however, can help most people who suffer from        depression.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;&lt;a name="ptdep2"&gt;Types of Depression&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;       &lt;p&gt;Depressive disorders come in different forms, just as is the case with        other illnesses such as heart disease. This pamphlet briefly describes        three of the most common types of depressive disorders. However, within        these types there are variations in the number of symptoms, their        severity, and persistence.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Major depression&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; is manifested by a combination of        symptoms (see symptom list) that interfere with the ability to work,        study, sleep, eat, and enjoy once pleasurable activities. Such a disabling        episode of depression may occur only once but more commonly occurs several        times in a lifetime.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;A less severe type of depression, &lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;dysthymia&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;, involves        long-term, chronic symptoms that do not disable, but keep one from        functioning well or from feeling good. Many people with dysthymia also        experience major depressive episodes at some time in their lives.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Another type of depression is &lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;bipolar disorder&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;, also        called manic-depressive illness. Not nearly as prevalent as other forms of        depressive disorders, bipolar disorder is characterized by cycling mood        changes: severe highs (mania) and lows (depression). Sometimes the mood        switches are dramatic and rapid, but most often they are gradual. When in        the depressed cycle, an individual can have any or all of the symptoms of        a depressive disorder. When in the manic cycle, the individual may be        overactive, overtalkative, and have a great deal of energy. Mania often        affects thinking, judgment, and social behavior in ways that cause serious        problems and embarrassment. For example, the individual in a manic phase        may feel elated, full of grand schemes that might range from unwise        business decisions to romantic sprees. Mania, left untreated, may worsen        to a psychotic state.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;&lt;a name="ptdep3"&gt;Symptoms of Depression and Mania&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;       &lt;p&gt;Not everyone who is depressed or manic experiences every symptom. Some        people experience a few symptoms, some many. Severity of symptoms varies        with individuals and also varies over time.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Depression&lt;/b&gt;        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were          once enjoyed, including sex          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Decreased energy, fatigue, being "slowed down"          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Appetite and/or weight loss or overeating and weight gain          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Thoughts of death or suicide; suicide attempts          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Restlessness, irritability          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such          as headaches, digestive disorders, and chronic pain &lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;       &lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Mania&lt;/b&gt;        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Abnormal or excessive elation          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Unusual irritability          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Decreased need for sleep          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Grandiose notions          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Increased talking          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Racing thoughts          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Increased sexual desire          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Markedly increased energy          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Poor judgment          &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Inappropriate social behavior &lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;&lt;a name="ptdep4"&gt;Causes of Depression&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;       &lt;p&gt;Some types of depression run in families, suggesting that a biological        vulnerability can be inherited. This seems to be the case with bipolar        disorder. Studies of families in which members of each generation develop        bipolar disorder found that those with the illness have a somewhat        different genetic makeup than those who do not get ill. However, the        reverse is not true: Not everybody with the genetic makeup that causes        vulnerability to bipolar disorder will have the illness. Apparently        additional factors, possibly stresses at home, work, or school, are        involved in its onset.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;In some families, major depression also seems to occur generation after        generation. However, it can also occur in people who have no family        history of depression. Whether inherited or not, major depressive disorder        is often associated with changes in brain structures or brain function.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;People who have low self-esteem, who consistently view themselves and        the world with pessimism or who are readily overwhelmed by stress, are        prone to depression. Whether this represents a psychological        predisposition or an early form of the illness is not clear.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;In recent years, researchers have shown that physical changes in the        body can be accompanied by mental changes as well. Medical illnesses such        as stroke, a heart attack, cancer, Parkinson's disease, and hormonal        disorders can cause depressive illness, making the sick person apathetic        and unwilling to care for his or her physical needs, thus prolonging the        recovery period. Also, a serious loss, difficult relationship, financial        problem, or any stressful (unwelcome or even desired) change in life        patterns can trigger a depressive episode. Very often, a combination of        genetic, psychological, and environmental factors is involved in the onset        of a depressive disorder. Later episodes of illness typically are        precipitated by only mild stresses, or none at all.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Depression in Women&lt;/b&gt;        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Women experience depression about twice as often as men.&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;sup&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.healthnewsflash.com/conditions/depression.php#sup1"&gt;1&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;/span&gt;        Many hormonal factors may contribute to the increased rate of depression        in women-particularly such factors as menstrual cycle changes, pregnancy,        miscarriage, postpartum period, pre-menopause, and menopause. Many women        also face additional stresses such as responsibilities both at work and        home, single parenthood, and caring for children and for aging parents.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;A recent NIMH study showed that in the case of severe premenstrual        syndrome (PMS), women with a preexisting vulnerability to PMS experienced        relief from mood and physical symptoms when their sex hormones were        suppressed. Shortly after the hormones were re-introduced, they again        developed symptoms of PMS. Women without a history of PMS reported no        effects of the hormonal manipulation.&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;sup&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.healthnewsflash.com/conditions/depression.php#sup6"&gt;6&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;a href="http://www.healthnewsflash.com/conditions/depression.php#sup7"&gt;7&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;/span&gt;         &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Many women are also particularly vulnerable after the birth of a baby.        The hormonal and physical changes, as well as the added responsibility of        a new life, can be factors that lead to postpartum depression in some        women. While transient "blues" are common in new mothers, a full-blown        depressive episode is not a normal occurrence and requires active        intervention. Treatment by a sympathetic physician and the family's        emotional support for the new mother are prime considerations in aiding        her to recover her physical and mental well-being and her ability to care        for and enjoy the infant.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Depression in Men&lt;/b&gt;        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Although men are less likely to suffer from depression than women,        three to four million men in the United States are affected by the        illness. Men are less likely to admit to depression, and doctors are less        likely to suspect it. The rate of suicide in men is four times that of        women, though more women attempt it. In fact, after age 70, the rate of        men's suicide rises, reaching a peak after age 85.        &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Depression can also affect the physical health in men differently from        women. A new study shows that, although depression is associated with an        increased risk of coronary heart disease in both men and women, only men        suffer a high death rate.&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;sup&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.healthnewsflash.com/conditions/depression.php#sup2"&gt;2&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;/span&gt;         &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Men's depression is often masked by alcohol or drugs, or by the        socially acceptable habit of working excessively long hours. Depression        typically shows up in men not as feeling hopeless and helpless, but as        being irritable, angry, and discouraged; hence, depression may be        difficult to recognize as such in men. Even if a man realizes that he is        depressed, he may be less willing than a woman to seek help. Encouragement        and support from concerned family members can make a difference. In the        workplace, employee assistance professionals or worksite mental health        programs can be of assistance in helping men understand and accept        depression as a real illness that needs treatment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-115738314278264109?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/115738314278264109/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=115738314278264109' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115738314278264109'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115738314278264109'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/09/healthnewsflashcom.html' title='HealthNewsFlash.com'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-115738254078740358</id><published>2006-09-04T08:01:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-09-04T08:11:11.656-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Schizophrenia</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;What Is Schizophrenia?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Schizophrenia is a chronic, severe, and disabling brain disease. Approximately 1 percent of the population develops schizophrenia during their lifetime – more than 2 million Americans suffer from the illness in a given year. Although schizophrenia affects men and women with equal frequency, the disorder often appears earlier in men, usually in the late teens or early twenties, than in women, who are generally affected in the twenties to early thirties. People with schizophrenia often suffer terrifying symptoms such as hearing internal voices not heard by others, or believing that other people are reading their minds, controlling their thoughts, or plotting to harm them. These symptoms may leave them fearful and withdrawn. Their speech and behavior can be so disorganized that they may be incomprehensible or frightening to others. Available treatments can relieve many symptoms, but most people with schizophrenia continue to suffer some symptoms throughout their lives; it has been estimated that no more than one in five individuals recovers completely.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;This is a time of hope for people with schizophrenia and their families. Research is gradually leading to new and safer medications and unraveling the complex causes of the disease. Scientists are using many approaches from the study of molecular genetics to the study of populations to learn about schizophrenia. Methods of imaging the brain’s structure and function hold the promise of new insights into the disorder.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Schizophrenia As An Illness&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Schizophrenia is found all over the world. The severity of the symptoms and long-lasting, chronic pattern of schizophrenia often cause a high degree of disability. Medications and other treatments for schizophrenia, when used regularly and as prescribed, can help reduce and control the distressing symptoms of the illness. However, some people are not greatly helped by available treatments or may prematurely discontinue treatment because of unpleasant side effects or other reasons. Even when treatment is effective, persisting consequences of the illness – lost opportunities, stigma, residual symptoms, and medication side effects – may be very troubling.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;The first signs of schizophrenia often appear as confusing, or even shocking, changes in behavior. Coping with the symptoms of schizophrenia can be especially difficult for family members who remember how involved or vivacious a person was before they became ill. The sudden onset of severe psychotic symptoms is referred to as an “acute” phase of schizophrenia. “Psychosis,” a common condition in schizophrenia, is a state of mental impairment marked by hallucinations, which are disturbances of sensory perception, and/or delusions, which are false yet strongly held personal beliefs that result from an inability to separate real from unreal experiences. Less obvious symptoms, such as social isolation or withdrawal, or unusual speech, thinking, or behavior, may precede, be seen along with, or follow the psychotic symptoms.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Some people have only one such psychotic episode; others have many episodes during a lifetime, but lead relatively normal lives during the interim periods. However, the individual with “chronic” schizophrenia, or a continuous or recurring pattern of illness, often does not fully recover normal functioning and typically requires long-term treatment, generally including medication, to control the symptoms. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Making A Diagnosis&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;It is important to rule out other illnesses, as sometimes people suffer severe mental symptoms or even psychosis due to undetected underlying medical conditions. For this reason, a medical history should be taken and a physical examination and laboratory tests should be done to rule out other possible causes of the symptoms before concluding that a person has schizophrenia. In addition, since commonly abused drugs may cause symptoms resembling schizophrenia, blood or urine samples from the person can be tested at hospitals or physicians’ offices for the presence of these drugs.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;At times, it is difficult to tell one mental disorder from another. For instance, some people with symptoms of schizophrenia exhibit prolonged extremes of elated or depressed mood, and it is important to determine whether such a patient has schizophrenia or actually has a manic-depressive (or bipolar) disorder or major depressive disorder. Persons whose symptoms cannot be clearly categorized are sometimes diagnosed as having a “schizoaffective disorder.” &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;The World of People With Schizophrenia&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;    * Distorted Perceptions of Reality &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;People with schizophrenia may have perceptions of reality that are strikingly different from the reality seen and shared by others around them. Living in a world distorted by hallucinations and delusions, individuals with schizophrenia may feel frightened, anxious, and confused.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;In part because of the unusual realities they experience, people with schizophrenia may behave very differently at various times. Sometimes they may seem distant, detached, or preoccupied and may even sit as rigidly as a stone, not moving for hours or uttering a sound. Other times they may move about constantly – always occupied, appearing wide-awake, vigilant, and alert.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;    * Hallucinations and Illusions &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Hallucinations and illusions are disturbances of perception that are common in people suffering from schizophrenia. Hallucinations are perceptions that occur without connection to an appropriate source. Although hallucinations can occur in any sensory form – auditory (sound), visual (sight), tactile (touch), gustatory (taste), and olfactory (smell) – hearing voices that other people do not hear is the most common type of hallucination in schizophrenia. Voices may describe the patient’s activities, carry on a conversation, warn of impending dangers, or even issue orders to the individual. Illusions, on the other hand, occur when a sensory stimulus is present but is incorrectly interpreted by the individual. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;    *  Delusions &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Delusions are false personal beliefs that are not subject to reason or contradictory evidence and are not explained by a person’s usual cultural concepts. Delusions may take on different themes. For example, patients suffering from paranoid-type symptoms – roughly one-third of people with schizophrenia – often have delusions of persecution, or false and irrational beliefs that they are being cheated, harassed, poisoned, or conspired against. These patients may believe that they, or a member of the family or someone close to them, are the focus of this persecution. In addition, delusions of grandeur, in which a person may believe he or she is a famous or important figure, may occur in schizophrenia. Sometimes the delusions experienced by people with schizophrenia are quite bizarre; for instance, believing that a neighbor is controlling their behavior with magnetic waves; that people on television are directing special messages to them; or that their thoughts are being broadcast aloud to others. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;    *  Disordered Thinking &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Schizophrenia often affects a person’s ability to “think straight.” Thoughts may come and go rapidly; the person may not be able to concentrate on one thought for very long and may be easily distracted, unable to focus attention.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;People with schizophrenia may not be able to sort out what is relevant and what is not relevant to a situation. The person may be unable to connect thoughts into logical sequences, with thoughts becoming disorganized and fragmented. This lack of logical continuity of thought, termed “thought disorder,” can make conversation very difficult and may contribute to social isolation. If people cannot make sense of what an individual is saying, they are likely to become uncomfortable and tend to leave that person alone. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;    *  Emotional Expression &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;People with schizophrenia often show “blunted” or “flat” affect. This refers to a severe reduction in emotional expressiveness. A person with schizophrenia may not show the signs of normal emotion, perhaps may speak in a monotonous voice, have diminished facial expressions, and appear extremely apathetic. The person may withdraw socially, avoiding contact with others; and when forced to interact, he or she may have nothing to say, reflecting “impoverished thought.” Motivation can be greatly decreased, as can interest in or enjoyment of life. In some severe cases, a person can spend entire days doing nothing at all, even neglecting basic hygiene. These problems with emotional expression and motivation, which may be extremely troubling to family members and friends, are symptoms of schizophrenia – not character flaws or personal weaknesses. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;    *  Normal Versus Abnormal &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;At times, normal individuals may feel, think, or act in ways that resemble schizophrenia. Normal people may sometimes be unable to “think straight.” They may become extremely anxious, for example, when speaking in front of groups and may feel confused, be unable to pull their thoughts together, and forget what they had intended to say. This is not schizophrenia. At the same time, people with schizophrenia do not always act abnormally. Indeed, some people with the illness can appear completely normal and be perfectly responsible, even while they experience hallucinations or delusions. An individual’s behavior may change over time, becoming bizarre if medication is stopped and returning closer to normal when receiving appropriate treatment. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Are People With Schizophrenia Likely To Be Violent?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;News and entertainment media tend to link mental illness and criminal violence; however, studies indicate that except for those persons with a record of criminal violence before becoming ill, and those with substance abuse or alcohol problems, people with schizophrenia are not especially prone to violence. Most individuals with schizophrenia are not violent; more typically, they are withdrawn and prefer to be left alone. Most violent crimes are not committed by persons with schizophrenia, and most persons with schizophrenia do not commit violent crimes. Substance abuse significantly raises the rate of violence in people with schizophrenia but also in people who do not have any mental illness. People with paranoid and psychotic symptoms, which can become worse if medications are discontinued, may also be at higher risk for violent behavior. When violence does occur, it is most frequently targeted at family members and friends, and more often takes place at home.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;What About Suicide?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Suicide is a serious danger in people who have schizophrenia. If an individual tries to commit suicide or threatens to do so, professional help should be sought immediately. People with schizophrenia have a higher rate of suicide than the general population. Approximately 10 percent of people with schizophrenia (especially younger adult males) commit suicide. Unfortunately, the prediction of suicide in people with schizophrenia can be especially difficult.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;http://www.healthnewsflash.com/conditions/schizophrenia.php#schiz2&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-115738254078740358?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/115738254078740358/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=115738254078740358' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115738254078740358'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115738254078740358'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/09/schizophrenia.html' title='Schizophrenia'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-115727636607278804</id><published>2006-09-03T02:29:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-09-03T03:07:57.633-07:00</updated><title type='text'>DreaD</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;damn... why is it that everytime i dont see you im fine... but the moment i see you... all my hopes of moving forward... all my dreams of my future gets washed away by this river of tears... you wanted to see loyalty in me, are these tears not enough for you??? i wanted to move forward without you but why is it that when i already have the courage to step forward, you start showing up and starts to sweep me off my feet... i fear that i would never move forward... i fear that i would be stuck here in the present and not able to move forward... its been a while since you left me...  but damn... could you help me forget you and everything we had??? cause damn... i cant move on while your still inside me... i cant move on with the memories of you deep inside... i cant move on while this heart of mine screams your name... i would rather die than live this life but cant move forward and stuck behind your shadows...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;"loving someone is like giving them the power to destroy you but trusting them they dont"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;"just because your eyes dont mist doesnt mean your heart doesnt cry and just because you came out strong doesnt mean theres nothing wrong. often, we choose to pretend we're happy so we dont have to explain ourselves to people who'll never understand that smiling has always been easier than explaining why we're sad"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;"i often take my defense down wen m n2 sm1, myb coz f luv or myb just coz i lyk d person but y do people turn out bein sweet but often ignore u wen you fall???"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-115727636607278804?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/115727636607278804/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=115727636607278804' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115727636607278804'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115727636607278804'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/09/dread.html' title='DreaD'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-115504782317907759</id><published>2006-08-08T06:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-08-08T07:38:42.540-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Composition C4</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;why is it that heart break is not as loud as an explosion?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;for me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;heart break makes no sound yet it could destoy people's lives...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;is it better to love and lost than never loved at all???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;C4 can destroy almost anything if not anything...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;so flexible and so controlable yet with improper use... KABOOM!!! you go sky high...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;for me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;it could be compared with love...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;you could love someone with all your heart... yet giving too much to the one you love is also dangerous because it could leave you broken and wreched...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;a loud explosion and a silent heart break for me is just the same...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;they both destroy lives... they are both deadly...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" &gt;do i even make any sense??? OF COURSE NOT!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-115504782317907759?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/115504782317907759/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=115504782317907759' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115504782317907759'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115504782317907759'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/08/composition-c4.html' title='Composition C4'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-115452861144399563</id><published>2006-08-02T07:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-08-02T07:38:44.496-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Forlorn Hope</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"&gt;Forlorn Hope&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;wearing a mask is not an easy task...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;trying to stay alive is even a harder task...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;waiting for you seems to be forever...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;wanting and dreaming that we would be together...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;   these tears of mine seems so useless...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;   these dreams of mine is so pointless...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;   this love i have for you makes no sense...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;   everything seems to be a forlorn hope...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;i've been waiting for you all this time...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;i started to bleed and still your not here...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;you told me once that you'll never leave me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;but where are you now???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;clutching my emotions...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;for the sake of staying sane...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;it starts to break me apart...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;ripping me part by part...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;everyday that passes by...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;is a day i have to live without you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;breathing makes me suffer...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;knowing that your not here with me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;i said to my self a million times...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;"ill be fine without you"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;but look at me now, would you still recognize me???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;the mess i've made, i cant fix it, not without you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;the things we had...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;the memories we've shared...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;take it with you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;go away...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;leave...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;and take my life with you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;kill me like i wanted you to...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: courier new; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;cause i cant live without you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);font-size:85%;" &gt;&lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;[G]raveyar[D]™&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-115452861144399563?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/115452861144399563/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=115452861144399563' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115452861144399563'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115452861144399563'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/08/forlorn-hope.html' title='Forlorn Hope'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-115448890611184477</id><published>2006-08-01T20:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-08-01T20:21:46.123-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Dreams</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Demons &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To see demons in your dream, represents ignorance, negativity, distress or your shadow self.  It also forewarns of overindulgence and letting lust give way to your better judgment.  As a result, your physical and mental health may suffer.&lt;br /&gt;To dream that you are possessed by demons, indicates ultimate helplessness. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Depression&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To feel depressed in your dream, refers to your inability to make connections. You are unable to see the causes of your problems and consequences of your decisions. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="Destruction"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Destruction&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream about mass destruction, suggests that there is some chaos occurring in your life. Things may not be going the way you want it to. Perhaps the choices your are making are self-destructive. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="Die"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Die&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol.  Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="Disappointment"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Disappointment&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream of disappointment, indicates real-life experiences of being continually disappointed. Such dreams often reflect repressed disappointments accumulated over a period of time. You dream serves as an emotional outlet which can provide ease of mind. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Danger&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you are in danger and are wounded or killed, signifies substantial losses in business and discouraging prospects in love. You need to be more cautious in some aspect of your life.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you escape from danger, signifies that you will rise to a place of high position and honor in your business and social circle.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="Darkness"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Darkness&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that darkness comes upon you, signifies failure in work you may attempt.  Darkness is synonymous with ignorance, the unconscious, evil, death, and fear of the unknown. If the sun breaks through the darkness, then you will overcome your failures. If you feel safe in the dark, then it suggests that you like not knowing about certain things. As some might say, ignorance is bliss. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you cannot find someone in the darkness, signifies that you need to keep your temper in check.  You have the tendency to let your emotions get out of control and lose your temper.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you are lost in the darkness, denotes feelings of desperation, depression, or insecurity.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you are groping around in the darkness, indicates that you have insufficient information to make a clear decision. Do your research and do not rush into making choices.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="Dead"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Dead&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To see the dead in your dream, forewarns that you are being influenced by negative people and are hanging around the wrong crowd.  You may suffer material loss. This dream may also be a way for you to resolve your feelings with those who have passed on.&lt;br /&gt;If you dream of a person who has died a long time ago, then it suggests that a current situation or relationship in you life resembles the quality of that deceased person. The dream may depict how you need to let this situation or relationship die and end it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To see and talk with your dead parents in your dreams, represents your fears of losing them or your way of coping with the loss. You may want that last opportunity to say your final good-byes to them.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To see your dead sibling, relative, or friend alive in your dream, indicates that you miss them and are trying to relive your old experiences you had with them. In trying to keep up with the pace of your daily waking life, you dreams may serve as your only outlet in coping and coming to terms with the loss of a loved one.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Gang &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you are a gang member, signifies your need to achieve and accomplish things through force and intimidation.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you are confronted or threatened by a gang, signifies circumstances or situations in your waking life which are overwhelming and you feel has ganged up on you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="Ghost"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Ghost&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;In general, ghosts symbolizes aspects of yourself that you fear. This may involve a painful memory, guilt, or some repressed thoughts. You may be afraid of death and dying. Alternatively, ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates a feeling of disconnection from life and society. This dream may be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior.&lt;br /&gt;To dream that you reach out to touch a ghost, but it disappears, indicates that you are taking steps to acknowledging some painful or repressed thoughts even though you are not ready to fully confront them. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To see the ghost of a living relative or friend in your dream, signifies that you are in danger of malice acts by that person.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To see the ghost of a dead friend/relative in your dream, suggests guilt and regrets concerning the past relationships with that particular person.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Goosebumps&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you have goosebumps, indicates validity and truth to what you have just said or heard. Alternatively, it may symbolize fear and/or your frigid attitude.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Grave&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you are visiting a grave, indicates  that you need to delve into your own unconscious in search of an issue in which you thought had been put to rest.  You need to stand up for yourself for no one else can do it for you. Alternatively, it represents something is about to be completed in your life. You are ready for a new start.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you are digging a grave, denotes some nervousness and uneasiness over some undertaking&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;Graveyard&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;To dream that you are at a graveyard, represents the discarded aspects of yourself. It is also a fear of the unknown. Alternative, it indicates a loss or a period of mourning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-115448890611184477?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/115448890611184477/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=115448890611184477' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115448890611184477'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115448890611184477'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/08/dreams.html' title='Dreams'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31833833.post-115414543610352878</id><published>2006-07-28T20:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-07-28T20:57:16.113-07:00</updated><title type='text'>[G]raveyar[D]</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family: lucida grande; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;[G]raveyar[D] &lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31833833-115414543610352878?l=forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/feeds/115414543610352878/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=31833833&amp;postID=115414543610352878' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115414543610352878'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/31833833/posts/default/115414543610352878'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://forlornhopeofgraveyard.blogspot.com/2006/07/graveyard.html' title='[G]raveyar[D]'/><author><name>forlornkid03</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
